Scream & Shout [confessional]

[Colleen]

[Colleen]

I am terrible at answering questions, lol.

[Colleen]

And there you have it ladies and gentlemen... you need to keep your cool or else you gon' look like a fool

I feel bad for Ryan because I do love her but this is just helping me out <3

I really hope that I can pull of the win though #_# but you never know.

[Colleen]

[Colleen]

I'm trying to remain positive that I can pull of the victory. I am bad at expressing myself at the FTC. It always takes me ages to write something so simple and idk why. It sucks that I'm not good with my words like some people My favourite question was Leah's because it was fun making those graphics. She better vote me for that effort

I think the last game that I've won was like at the start of 2011? I'm not sure, lol. This definitely is not one of my best games because I'm usually more social and the leader type surprisingly but I think because of all the big characters in this game, I had to adopt the under the radar strategy which worked out for me. I am proud of the game that I have played... like I didn't think it was that good until I read my entire confessional again. I reckon I've played a pretty alright game that is deserving of the win. (So funny to read back and realise everything that I thought was true #_#) I think Ryan's game is good too because she was never targeted but it's just funny to me that she seems to think she was in control? like idk. She acts like her game was better than mine but we both listened to Ellen, lol. Also the whole Ryan/Dom thing is funny as. I don't know why they're talking about the first season. It's just hilarious to watch but as I've said, I feel bad for Ryan. She needs to learn to take a deep breath and let it slide. Also "wat" at Dominic/Ellen being pregame? IDK but that's Ryan mentioned. I'm totally not jealous that I wasn't Ellen's favourite

Also fun fact for you all... My first (real) survivor game and win was Thailand Gold where my F2 partner was Ryan That shit is cray because we used to be BFFs back then. So many blast from the past yo.

I think it's safe to assume that I have 2 votes. I think I have Ben and Dominic because their JQ's are in favour of me. AJ obviously is gonna vote Ryan due to their pregame relationship. I just gotta pray and hope with some Britney luck that I get three more votes. It could go either way which is cool but it totally sucks when you're in the F2, lol. If I lose to Ryan then fair enough but at the same time, I kinda wish I took Ellen if that happens I don't mean that in a offensive way but she did deserve to win! I still <3 you Ryan!!!!!!!!

I wonder if Carly or Kendell will ask anything. I hope Kendell votes me because I will listen to her tuba recording of "Toxic" alldayy eryydayy if she does

Well that's it

[Colleen]

LOL @ the thought of Tina being able to vote if people don't vote in 24 hours! How lulzworthy would that be <3

[Colleen]

Ryan sent me the sweetest msg. I feel bad now for saying if I lose to her then I wish I took Ellen I think I was just being bitchy because of her answers, lol. If I don't win then I will be happy to lose to Ryan because she played a good game too and is a total sweetheart <3

[Colleen]

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Disclaimer

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I usually write one of these after a game. If I said anything offensive then I apologise. I don't think I said anything that bad except for the stuff about Ellen which I take back like you don't even know Thanks again for the game. It was a blast ;D Morgay/Justin you're awesome. The game didn't disappoint and I'm glad to have finally do well in your series since I kinda sucked in BBPrime Thank you the PW that read my confesh and liked my posts





Ellen - You rock man. It was nice to actually talk to someone about my real self other than just being silly and game talk. So thank you <3 You're awesome, amazing and just lovely. I can't wait to talk to you after the game.

Ryan - I'm still mind blown about you, lol. You were like one of my favourite people during those ORGs and it's crazy to have bumped into you again <33 I'm glad though because you're amazing and now we can be friends again

Ben - I loveeee you. Idk if you ever knew it was me but what the hell <33333 I have so much things I could say about you but you already know how I feel about you So nice to be on the same side again as opposed to SBB

Dominic - You're hilarious. It was nice to spend time with you because you have a great personality. Also to actually align because we were in SBB together too I was Angie. You were SOOOOOOOOOO different in this game and I wouldn't have guessed if it weren't for your JQ to Ryan.

Carly - I wish I spoke to your more but it's over and done with. You're cool and can be funny at times. I'm curious if you're a real female or male :X

AJ - KIRIN! Another person that I know from years ago however we weren't that close despite being FB friends haha. It's nice to actually play with you again even though we didn't really but you're a sweetheart and just one of the nicest people ever.

Kendell - Enjoy your youth!! I'm so jealous that you are 15 because I want to be that age again but seriously, you're cool and maybe we'll play in the future.

Liam - SO sucky that we never worked together but what can you do. I still think you're awesome and I'm curious if we have ever played together, lol.

Chase - I wish you told me you were gay to begin with because that woulda prevented so many awkwarrd moments You were pretty funny and must be a cool dude since people like you!

Leah - HEY NICE TO MEET U. Lol. Sorry it sucks we never got a chance to talk but it happens in ORGs.


THANK YOU ALL.