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Post by Ryan on Jan 21, 2013 15:45:16 GMT -5
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Well, here we are. The final four. I can't believe I've made it to the finale. This game has been so exhausting. I've tried to play as best as I could, and somehow I still ended up as some sort of villain. I spoke my mind, and I feel as though I've done what I've had to in order to make it this far. Ben's outburst pissed me off, to be honest. I found him to be a huge hypocrite. He continuously shifted the blame of voting off Liberty on to others when he was just as much a part of it. Take responsibility for your actions. He said how much he loved Chase and blah blah blah, but he talked so much shit on Chase before he voted him off. So I really don't want to hear his complaining...
It only gets harder from here. I love every single person left in the game. I honestly have no idea what will happen from here on out. It will be madness. I just want to make it to the end. Then again, I know the jury is going to tear me apart...
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Post by Ryan on Jan 21, 2013 22:58:59 GMT -5
I was honestly planning on voting Colleen, and I still think that is the smartest strategic decision. However, Ellen doesn't want to. Ugh, I don't want to let her get her way, but it is the final 4. I can't screw things up now. I just would be so mad if Colleen won the final immunity challenge. Ellen assures me that she wouldn't let that happen. I just hope she's right. I think Carly will be really mad at me. But Carly did lie to me by telling me that Colleen was after me. Really, she just fabricated the whole thing because she doesn't want to get voted out. I mean, I guess it is best for her strategically, but she could've just been honest with me. Whatever. I think I just lost a jury vote though.  At first, Ellen was talking about splitting the vote and causing a tie. However, that puts me in danger! I'd rather Ellen and I vote together and just guarantee that I'm not just booted.
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Post by Ryan on Jan 24, 2013 0:30:53 GMT -5
I was really mad about my performance in the immunity challenge. I don't even know how it happened. I just screwed up and posted 4 times instead of 5. Ugh. I was really motivated to pull like an all-nighter and beat Ellen. I guess that just wasn't meant to happen. Now my game depends on an Olive Garden waitress from Iowa. Haha. Ellen is still assuring me that she will take me to the final 2. She is telling me to not even worry about it. I hope she is being honest. Obviously, she has a history of making deals that she hasn't been keeping. But haven't we all? I think it would be foolish to take Colleen to the finals. I'm also concerned about Colleen winning or something. Ugh! I'm nervous!
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Post by Ryan on Jan 24, 2013 11:38:51 GMT -5
I can't believe I allowed this to happen. I knew Colleen should have been voted out last round. Well, 3rd place, here I go again. I know Ellen probably has a final 2 deal with Colleen as well. I knew Colleen had a better chance at winning the challenge than Carly did. Carly would have never lasted 6 and a half hours. Ugh. Well, it's been fun.
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Post by Ryan on Jan 24, 2013 12:22:20 GMT -5
My PM to Colleen:
Lol typical. You win immunity so I'm sure me and Ellen both come running to you!  I'm just going to be straightforward with you. I have no idea what kind of deals or anything that Ellen has with you. However, Ellen and I have had a final 2 deal since the tribes were first divided. Had I won, I would have honored that. She assured me even after she knew she beat me in the challenge that she would take me. So good job with immunity! Definitely an amazing job! I messed up so early. I was so mad at myself!
Anyway,
Here's kinda my final plea I guess. We constantly compared ourselves to Kim, Chelsea, and Sabrina. I think it is obvious that Ellen is the Kim of the group. Let's face it, she played an AMAZING game and would absolutely win in the end. Both of us probably felt closest to Ellen than anyone else in the game. She orchestrated so many moves, and we cannot deny that at all. She has compared herself to Kim to me all of the time. She knows she played an amazing game, and I think it would be a no brainer to not want to sit next to her in the finals. She will tell you that she pissed off jurors. Well, I have too. Leah and Liam weren't huge fans of me. Chase is super pissed at me because he thought he had a deal with me coming into the merge. AJ is mad at me that I kind or ruined our friendship coming into the game. Kendell was pretty open about disliking me. She and I had a conversation about it once. Dominic thought I was being stupid by voting him out. Ben is mad that I turned on him, whereas you never voted for him. And Carly wasn't expecting me to vote her off in the final 4.
Look, I know you and Ellen have the closer relationship, but I still did play a part in saving you last round, and we have always been close too. My only point is that Ellen absolutely has this in the bag if she is in the finals. She played an AMAZING game. I think your best chance of winning is against me. That's all. Anyway, I'll stop bugging you about it. I wanted to message you because I was not sure how long you'd wait to vote, and I probably won't be around in the chat much today. Either way, when you make the decision, if you could respond to this that would be great. I'd rather know whether or not I'm going. But thank you, and good luck with your decision!
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Post by Ryan on Jan 25, 2013 3:20:16 GMT -5
Well I worked really hard on Colleen tonight. I campaigned as best as I could. At least if I get voted out, I will know that I did everything in my power to stay.
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Post by Ryan on Jan 27, 2013 1:20:27 GMT -5
What a night. Definitely ready for this to be over.
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Post by Ryan on Jan 27, 2013 11:39:59 GMT -5
There's no swaying this jury. They are set in their ways and their opinions. And they are entitled to that. I answer their questions and statements, and they just snap back, not accepting my answers. So there is not much more that I can do. Thanks for the experience, Justin!
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At first, Ellen was talking about splitting the vote and causing a tie. However, that puts me in danger! I'd rather Ellen and I vote together and just guarantee that I'm not just booted.
I'm just going to be straightforward with you. I have no idea what kind of deals or anything that Ellen has with you. However, Ellen and I have had a final 2 deal since the tribes were first divided. Had I won, I would have honored that. She assured me even after she knew she beat me in the challenge that she would take me. So good job with immunity! Definitely an amazing job! I messed up so early. I was so mad at myself!