Episode[12]

[Ryan]

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Now it gets ugly. We are basically cannibals, now forced to eat our own. It sucks. We have been so strong, but now is the turning point. It was relatively easy until now. Let the backstabbing commence!

Okay, so this is a lot harder than I expected. I expected that if Dominic was to not win immunity and Ellen used her blinding light, it would be easy to just vote him out. However, I have seriously grown to love him over the course of this game. He is hilarious, and we have gotten along SO well. The fact of the matter is, he didn't strike any deals with me. He can say he was with me and Ellen to the end, but it was really his fault for not making that clear. He is a huge threat in challenges, and this is just the best time to get him out.

I know that some people think that voting out Carly would just be easier, but I want Carly in this game. Also, I really want to take this opportunity and get it over with. Ellen admitted to me that she knew Dom before the game started. It made me feel less bad about keeping secrets from her. I admitted to her my final secret -- that I was Cassie in season 1. She suspected it anyway because apparently Dom suspected it. Damn, I thought I was playing it off well, too! xD

Hopefully all goes as planned and Dom walks out the door. It sucks that Carly is never around because her IP is still banned. -_- It is hard to strategize with her. I feel like no one respects Carly's strategy at this point because she is barely around. She really is the perfect person to take to the final 2...that keeps running through my head, and that is why I keep fighting to keep her around. I might not even be in the situation where I will win the final immunity challenge and be able to choose, but you never know. Carly and Ellen are the perfect final 3 for me because (I think) I would be guaranteed final 2. If I won in that situation, I'm not sure what I would do yet. I believe I would take Ellen with me. That is what I have always planned on doing. However, now that we are getting closer, I don't want to lose!!! We'll see. For now, I just have to keep pushing for Dom to go.

By the way, my pushing for Dom to go has nothing to do with season 1. It completely has to do with THIS season. Just throwing that out there.


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[Ryan]

Jan 17, 2013 0:57:31 GMT -5 ben said:

Ben: Now that there's only 6 of you left, one of you is obviously going to regret not using some of those Liberty members before your demise. Would you feel like a sheep if you got voted out tonight?

A sheep? No, not really. The relationships I have formed with these people have been real and genuine and I look forward to maintaining them after this game is over. A bit used? Yeah, maybe. I think everyone knew the first week of this merge, I was not "down" with what the rest of Ellis was, but I think I played a role in maintaining the Ellis unity that has been essential to our life in this game ever since.

This pisses me off. He was pretty "down" with it while he was talking shit on Chase for the last 16 hours before Chase was voted out. So he should stop trying to separate himself from us to get jury votes. It is the reason he is isolating himself and will be the next to go, after Dominic.