Post by ellen on Jan 16, 2013 16:08:21 GMT -5
1/16/13
When Kendell's torch was snuffed, it was kind of like a security blanket being ripped away. Now that it's down to just the Ellis Six, there's literally no where left to turn but on each other.
It's clear that Dominic especially is really starting to feel the target on his back. He's so paranoid and he's already begging me not to use my Blinding Light.
To a less discerning eye, Carly would be the clear target this round... she's always been the odd woman out within our little group... but at this stage in the game, you have to start weighing decisions on who you can beat in challenges and in the end... if I'm being honest with myself, Dominic fits neither of those criteria for me going forward. As much as it might hurt to put him on the jury, it's an absolutely necessary move for me to make as a player trying to win this game.
1/16/13
As close as I am with Ryan, my rock in this game has absolutely been Colleen. I trust her with my life. She's amazing and a great friend.
In a situation that has bred so much paranoia and so much stress, she's really kept me grounded and just sane. We can talk about anything and I love her for that. Writing down her name, which I may inevitably have to do, will be the hardest vote I could ever cast.
1/17/13
Colleen won Immunity again and, as was the plan, I implemented the Blinding Light...
At this point, Dominic sees the writing on the wall and let me tell you, he is literally on the verge of a mental breakdown right now.
I feel like I'm torn between what my heart is telling me to do and what my mind is telling me is really the smartest decision that I can make.
This game is not easy... you form bonds in order to inevitably break those bonds and at the end of the day it's real people who end up getting hurt.
Dominic is in full on scramble mode right now, trying so hard just to stay alive... it's honestly breaking my heart. This game means so much to him, but then again it means a lot to all of us.
I don't want to vote him out but at this point it's a decision that I can't take lightly... I feel like the whole weight of the world is on my shoulders right now and if I make the wrong choice at this Judgment, I could very well end up getting crushed.
When Kendell's torch was snuffed, it was kind of like a security blanket being ripped away. Now that it's down to just the Ellis Six, there's literally no where left to turn but on each other.
It's clear that Dominic especially is really starting to feel the target on his back. He's so paranoid and he's already begging me not to use my Blinding Light.
To a less discerning eye, Carly would be the clear target this round... she's always been the odd woman out within our little group... but at this stage in the game, you have to start weighing decisions on who you can beat in challenges and in the end... if I'm being honest with myself, Dominic fits neither of those criteria for me going forward. As much as it might hurt to put him on the jury, it's an absolutely necessary move for me to make as a player trying to win this game.
1/16/13
As close as I am with Ryan, my rock in this game has absolutely been Colleen. I trust her with my life. She's amazing and a great friend.
In a situation that has bred so much paranoia and so much stress, she's really kept me grounded and just sane. We can talk about anything and I love her for that. Writing down her name, which I may inevitably have to do, will be the hardest vote I could ever cast.
1/17/13
Colleen won Immunity again and, as was the plan, I implemented the Blinding Light...
At this point, Dominic sees the writing on the wall and let me tell you, he is literally on the verge of a mental breakdown right now.
I feel like I'm torn between what my heart is telling me to do and what my mind is telling me is really the smartest decision that I can make.
This game is not easy... you form bonds in order to inevitably break those bonds and at the end of the day it's real people who end up getting hurt.
Dominic is in full on scramble mode right now, trying so hard just to stay alive... it's honestly breaking my heart. This game means so much to him, but then again it means a lot to all of us.
I don't want to vote him out but at this point it's a decision that I can't take lightly... I feel like the whole weight of the world is on my shoulders right now and if I make the wrong choice at this Judgment, I could very well end up getting crushed.
