[9] True Colors

[dominic]

SWEET SWEET VICTORY! WE HAVE FINALLY REACHED THE PROMISED LANDS! MOTHUHFUCKING MERGE TIME!

Honestly, I'm super excited to be reunited with Ryan. Been talking with her and Ellen for a few hours now (RED Reunited at least) and we've been dishing all of the dirt. Apparently after leaving NuLiberty, Chase began to plot my demise and decided to share that with Ryan. Apparently they are "handing me the win" if they don't vote me out this round. What an absurd idea, and such sloppy gameplay also. If you really want me out that bad, you're gonna have to be a little sneakier about it.

He's definitely the planned boot for this round. Ellen is thinking about using her Blinding Light though to make sure that none of them try anything with idols. The only downside to that is that I won't be able to use my idol either... So that's a little risky, but I'd most definitely be willing to take it. I trust my team and I don't believe they'd do anything to stupidly throw away such a great majority so early.

Loving the conversation and team bonding tonight. I've missed Ryan so much. Would've absolutely loved if Ben and Colleen signed on the complete the party. We were pretty much waiting for Kendell and Chase to leave the whole time... but whatever.

I would like to just once again state that I absolutely love my alliance!

I'm totally aware Carly isn't in the picture. Quite frankly because she's expendable. Sorry about it <3 Except not really.

[dominic]

Ew this game is getting disgusting really fast. The challenge last night was horrible for alliances. Basically everyone is all pissed off and annoyed with each other now, so who the fuck knows where this vote is going to go. Thank GOD Ryan is reporting stuff to me. Apparently the Liberty Trio (AJ, Chase, Kendell) are starting to get in people's heads, particularly Ben's.

Apparently he told AJ that he is beginning to feel "annoyed" with me. Probably because of the challenge last night. It was nothing short of a clusterfuck, but people's true colors definitely came out... It was a posting elimination challenge with a lot of strategy and teaming up on people. Goal #1 was to get Chase out because we want him to be the vote this week, so Carly, Colleen, and I triple-teamed him. We were putting on a good "chase" (hehe) and later had Ryan cut him off and take him out. The challenge annoyed the hell out of me though because I was pretty much the only one playing and had to keep buzzing people because they were forgetting to go. If that makes me annoying, then oh well. It's not my fault people are dumbasses and I had to hold their hands through this challenge. Sigh. If I leave over a fucking posting challenge, I'm gonna die. Oh wait though, I still have this handy dandy idol here. hehe

IN OTHER NEWS! I FOUND THE SECOND HII TOO! MUAHAHAHAHA! Just waiting for the beautiful host to sign back in and hand it over <3 Having two idols at once will be glorious, yet dangerous. Definitely not gonna let it go to my head. I'll probably end up giving one to Ellen, because I don't even feel like being voted out with one HII in my pocket, much less too. I wanna go down in GvsE history, but not for that reason.

Anyway, I gotta go charm the pants off some people and figure out where the hell this vote is going. Too much shadiness for my liking but whatever, it's merge.

[dominic]

lol Chase is so fucking fake. He's talking up a storm to me in IM about how he's over all the shadiness and "oh, yeah don't worry about the past." All of this while he's going to people and trying to get me voted out. It's ridiculous how horrible this is. This round is definitely named appropriately because paranoia is everywhere. It must be in the fucking water.



Ben and Chase are partners, and we're seeing that now. Ben is trying to play very neutral and not step on anyone's toes because he's sweet. This is an admirable strategy, but COME THE FUCK ON! You are in an alliance with 6/9 people in this game. You can't honestly be considering walking away from that for a "partner" given to you at the beginning of the game. We've been there for him since Day 1, and if he doesn't see that, then he's nuts.

I really hope we can talk Ben into his senses, because all this "flipping" talk is ridiculous.

[dominic]

So, the issue is solved... kind of... for now at least. As far as I know, the target has been shifted to Chase and he should be on his way out of the game in a few hours. Tonight has been as close to being fucking ridiculous as we're going to get. But we made up and put on matching Tina banners to show our unity. And then we made Chase one because he came in the chat. Ugh. In other news, my half-sister is probably the most clueless person in this game, but I'm sure you all probably know that by now. Kendell, sweet Kendell. Smh.

Again, I should probably be nice to her because she seems to semi-trust me, but meh. She keeps asking me who I'm aligned with and what my idol clues are. She's asked me about the vote like a million times today and I keep saying "I have no idea." She needs to get the clue that we're not really at the point to discuss major game decisions like that. Which reminds me, Chase is such an ass. He's been planting seeds in people's heads all day about the Partner Scenarios. He's basically getting people to believe that the remaining partners in the game have been informed of a "last partners standing" twist or something. And he's going around telling people that I'm protecting Kendell to the death because of it. This is basically the lie that I think got Ben to semi-turn on us. Gurlplz, Kendell is useless and she has no place in my game whatsoever. The only reason I'm not up for voting her this round is because that would be such a waste. There are much bigger fish to fry in this game; ones that can actually win challenges (I throw them, so stfu). Furthermore, Chase, I would appreciate it if you would stop being such a fake bitch to me and talking about how we both deserve to be here while you organize my elimination in your other IM windows.



Oh yeah, and I totally think Ryan has the idol. When discussing votes all night, I kept bringing up "oh we should probably be worried about the idol" and it was usually followed up by a remark about "no I think we're good." If she didn't have the idol, she'd be scared shitless about moving even a muscle. Her confidence in directing her vote just doesn't match up for me. Using this same concept, I've pretty much decided that Chase does NOT have the idol. Basically because he's the opposite of Ryan. He's insanely paranoid and running around like a chicken with his head cut off, trying to make big moves and striking deals every five minutes. That's not "idol-istic" behavior.

Oh, and funny story about my second HII. Apparently I read the question wrong in the idol forum. I thought it said to send the Runner-Ups from last season's name, so I sent Henry naturally. Unfortunately for me, it said SECOND Runner Up, to which the answer was Emily. Should've known screaming Henry's name would end up doing nothing for me. Sigh. I figured we'd only get one guess, so I messaged Ellen and told her to claim the idol. It's whatever though, because I was planning on handing it off to her anyway. I don't care to hold onto two idols because if something goes wrong, then they're both out.

Anyway, I'm probably gonna get some votes tomorrow, but I don't see myself leaving. I'll test the waters again tomorrow and if I don't feel right, I'll end up using my idol.
I have time to be worried tomorrow.